The more I think about life, the more questions I have. The more questions I have, the more I yearn to have them answered. I wish I could really communicate with God. There are so many things about life I do not understand. Life is such a huge mystery. It is so complex and yet so unified. Everything has some kind of order. I cannot understand why some could doubt the existence of a powerful force that created all this. All of this couldn't have possibly come to be and in such a neat order.

I wonder when I would ever understand everything. I don't think everything ends after our deaths. I don't mean that there is an afterlife, but rather, I feel that the purpose, the meaning, will be clearer to us when we pass on to the next step—perhaps the next step is just turning into dust. I guess we can only find out what will truly happen when we arrive at that point...

Our purpose right now is simply being a good person, doing good deeds. Unfortunately, many have not realized that purpose.

Just some thoughts on a lazy spring afternoon. :)

Have a great Memorial Day weekend!

Shirley Cheng